We had just gotten back from a long road trip vacation when I stood in the middle of my kitchen and looked around. Sure, I had tried for weeks on end to get the house in order so I could come home to a relaxing environment, and sure, my husband got sick and I really messed up my back in the last five days, so I didn’t get as far as I hoped.
But when we walked in the door after 22 days away, I was kind of impressed with how much I had actually gotten done before we left. Oh, it was still a mess by any standard, just not as bad as I remembered.
The day my husband went back to work, the kids slept in, recovering from the days of travel and not suspecting that Daddy would be gone when they woke up. So I sipped my coffee and looked around, planning my “attack.”
But all those days of relaxing, reflecting, and reading Beverly Lewis books (fiction set in Amish country where life is simple and people are hard-working) had caught up to me.
“God, this is Your house. I dedicate it to You. I dedicate my work to you. I have always wanted to dedicate a clean house to You, but if people can bring their messy hearts and lives to You, I can surely bring a messy house and let You do a work in me to clean it up, as well.
As for me and my house, we will serve the LORD. I know “and my house” refers to family, but I also want my physical house building to serve you, no matter what condition it is in.”
Now, I’ve often prayed for help with the work around the house, but there was something different that took over when I dedicated the home to God regardless of its condition. I’ve always been of the self-deprecation mindset. If my house isn’t worthy of a magazine photo-shoot (not the what-not-to-do variety, I mean), there must something wrong with me.
But I’m in a new camp now. My house will serve the LORD no matter what, and whatever its condition at this moment, it is His, and I care for it because I love Him, not because I’m ashamed of myself or my home.
There’s something very freeing in that.